Tonight, Bob (the boy I very often now, we'll call it that for anonymeté) invited me to the party organized by the 'floor' on campus (I live on the campus of my School, and we live in a lot of different buildings, each floor having its own identity: floor rugby, football, floor BDE ,...). I'm already past it's always very nice. We drink a lot, we partied, we fall asleep at hours not having made thousands of bullshit. These friends invited me too excited because we laugh a lot.
But recent days have been exhausting. I pulled on the rope, and there it is 10:15 p.m. ET I collapse of sleep (hence the article in my blog, unwavering logic). So I'm making a lime-mint tea and I enjoy the three sweet chocolate Picard that my roommate gave me.
My life is changing right now, I come to a point in my life where many things will happen, I'll learn, I'll plant me, I will make choices. I find it a bit scary, and also I can not wait. Where will I work? What I want to do for work? Do I want to keep the boy even if I go abroad? Is what I'll manage to keep in touch with my friends (the Gang, I am sure we survived the Netherlands and India)? Will I become the person I want to become?
In Existentialism is a Humanism Jean Paul Sartre said that as there is no human nature every man is responsible not only for himself but for all humanity. Because by his actions, by his choice, he says what he thinks fit human nature. By defining itself, it defines rights in general. And it is a thought to which I connected a lot, and it is for I capital to become someone that I could appreciate and admire, I would be a good representative of what I think human nature.
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