When did things got this way? How did this all happened?
I usually have troubles getting attached to guys ; not people in general, on the contrary, I am easy to bond with and consider myself a very reliable friend. But my relationship with guys having been relatively complicated -and I only blame myself for that- I don't trust very easily.
This new guy certainly is the exception. But as I find myself happier everyday, there is this little voice inside me who says "Yes, but one day, this will all be over ". In 2 weeks, 2 months, 2 years...because of me, or because of him. But the knowledge of this, the fact that it will end someday is somewhat horrifying. For that, I would run away . Run away from the trouble, run away from a guy I love.
I like the french author Frédéric Beigbeder. Two quotes of him I really like:
" C'est donc cela devenir adulte : construire des châteaux de sable, puis sauter dessus à pieds joints et recommencer l'opération, encore et encore? " Love lasts three years
Do not worry. There Is Hope for me:
" flee, always, and run hard. And then one day, stopping to tell someone, looking into his eyes: it's you I need, really. And believe it. It would be nice, then do not laugh, have a little fear, and take risks, to do ridiculous things, like giving flowers a day other than February 14 or kiss without being stuffed "The Egoiste Romantique
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