(Family Concert of the Year. Nothing to see. My talents of non-photographer finally unveiled s)
I return to start the article a quote from Dju * in a comment (Who recently left three is usually the way I'm aware that it has caught up in articles ^.^): " even trying very hard, I could not be someone one other than me .
Yesterday one of my many cousins (s a lot in my life, cousins, and it's really good) was passing through Paris before going to Royans (To do what, ask me Do you? Chasing Cubs **, I'll answer). So we both slept on the couch of Mexicans, and chat all night. At one point, she makes me: " and therefore you, after your internship, what do you do? .
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After my internship, November 2011, I'll free to do pretty much anything I want. Looking for a job, search for life, seeking a Graduate Program , from planting potatoes in the Amazon, a singer of folk-country. While it is clear that some possibilities are unlikely (I love potatoes, I love Amazon but do not push Grandma) there is still a large range rather . And it's pretty awesome .
Many people around me to take the lead on what they want to do, like the American or Sandra. I think I have roughly defined the things that I liked and this is not the act of choice itself which traumatized me. Choose for me is to exercise my freedom and Sartre said " the only thing that enables man to live is the act . Always remain in doubt it would let themselves die slowly, and it can be difficult to make a choice, it is always better than to remain in the limbo of anything and mediocrity. And then, from the moment we choose is that decided, right? Remains for me the question "How do I become the person I want to be? . And this question remains unanswered for now. I'm sure most people here are wondering as above, more or less consciously, but for me it capital, I never repeated the pattern of my mother who is legally hesitation, change of opinion, to regret and to sink ended up in a life and a role that does not suit him.
I wonder every day: how to become a person well, someone I respect and almost admire, someone at the height of his convictions and ambitions? How to avoid regret in 10 years for taking the decisions I make today?
Virgil seems likely at this point that the important thing to keep in questioning forever changing, and at worst, God invented the cocaine.
* I also want to tell you very Virula to visit his site, it updates too infrequently but unfortunately always writes very well (and I do not because it I love him very hard) (but a bit anyway)
** In fact she goes to a panel of chief scout, but I like mysteries
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